I was serving tables, getting paid for my smile,
scraping my patience off of plates.
I was building a character to persuade the dollars
out of your wallet. I was debuting small stand up routines
& saying hello to your cute babies.
I was taking photos of your entire family
& listening to your girlfriend bitch about the soup.
& listening to your girlfriend bitch about the soup.
I was panicking about forgotten sides of ranch
or seeing exes & people from high school.
I was hooking your friends up with samples
& receiving passive aggressive pickup lines
written on receipts with shitty tips.
written on receipts with shitty tips.
I was displaying my generosity & overall ability
to be like a stripper with food.
I came up to the booth where a pleasant old man
sat with his younger generations.
He stared directly at my stomach,
& I was thinking
Do I have food on my shirt or am I bloated today...shit okay.
But I kept bringing plates & jokes.
I kept rushing around to small fractions
of people's lives in their moments.
of people's lives in their moments.
I kept bending my arms & back to the shape of the trays,
holding the weight of drinks & expectations,
checking everyone's status.
Every time
the old man looked directly at my stomach.
When our time together was ending,
he said, eye level to my belly button:
"You know, I'm blind, but I can just tell
that you're cute as hell."
.Laura Curren.
.Laura Curren.
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