Saturday, August 8, 2009

if you're reading this

i just want you to know
that if you ever really need to talk to me
you can
but its not up to me to make any more effort
ive given you everything that i can
ive been vulnerable and open
i defended you when i was proven wrong again
and im exhausted

im not sure any of this would have happened again
if i hadnt been the first to say I was glad you made it home safely
maybe its my own fault then.
but i wont change who i am
because if it hurts this much, i know that i really tried.

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