You made me laugh

So I fell in love with you,

But with the sick part of passion,

You made me cry too.

You made my feelings each day,

Punctuated my sentences,

& held me at night.

I was lost in this.

I told you I lose my focus.

I fall from my own thoughts.

I get deeper than I thought.

I tell you sincerely, 

I hope you find your home.

& I ask why my desire hurts me.