You left so easily.
You kept a straight face
While I fell apart in the doorway.
I cast an invisible force field
That shook with my eyes and my words.
You didn't sound or look anything like this,
So anger took over me.
I threw your things,
Threw the last of you I could hold.
The words balled up in me
& I threw them against your back.
I shoved you as hard as I could think of
& you fell over
& told me I was fuckin' nuts
As you had a right to do...
Because I had to be as explosive
As when we first came together!
However way you wanna read that.
But even if they were throwing things-
My arms were still open.