You left so easily.

You kept a straight face

While I fell apart in the doorway.

I cast an invisible force field

That shook with my eyes and my words.

You didn't sound or look anything like this,

So anger took over me.

I threw your things,

Threw the last of you I could hold.

The words balled up in me

& I threw them against your back.

I shoved you as hard as I could think of

& you fell over

& told me I was fuckin' nuts

As you had a right to do...

Because I had to be as explosive 

As when we first came together!

However way you wanna read that.

But even if they were throwing things-

My arms were still open.