push you into me again.
You word your mistakes so clearly;
as if you knew them all along,
the words to our song.
As if you thought even at the time
it was wrong.
So I listen carefully but I don't look.
After awhile the seas in my heart evaporate
to reality raining on my head,
to your look over at me that says "this again?"
I feel dull and you feel restless.
I pull until I realize
there was never anything in my hands.
You leave my touch but not my mind
where I smash words together
trying to dissect your expressions.
I ask for & about you
& everyone asks why.
I have no answer,
Except the rain turning into seas again;
A welcome change from a lonely calm
I haven't let evolve.
A peace within solitude
seeming like a distant rescue,
But the only way I can escape you.