it's like I'm being my own ex boyfriend,
it's like I want all the benefits of sex
but with a disconnect.
I can pretend I'm there
but my mind slips into the cracks of the Internet.
My fingers swipe left & right faster than my legs.
My face but not my brain is illuminated.
I am lost in
my own fantasies,
I don't see what's in front of me;
another dimension of intentions
waiting for active players
all abandoning their apps, games, & chat
looking up & into the eyes of reality.