trust

im in knots. what do i expect? everything and nothing. my palms are sweaty and we dont meet for a few hours. i want to be calm and cool. i have a feeling tho that when i see you i wont be able to help but smile. do i still put that spell on you like you said so long ago? i think we like this. these dramatic gestures. we would like to say we like to make it easy and simple, but thats just not who we are. i think you know. i think i know. i dont think actually. i feel. i feel vast. i feel low. i feel overwhelmed with what i want. i feel your eyes and skin before they brush over me. i feel my fears. i feel my nerves squeezing my heart. trust your gut, well my gut is a little tied up at the moment so what do i trust? do i trust my love for you?