These stories are amusing & exhausting. There are so many people, it's lonely. I feel lost in listed qualities, pros & cons, polished answers & buttoned up flaws. I feel like a silly joke I mumbled to myself but an indirect listener laughed; I've been looking for that laughter but it happens when I'm not paying attention. .Laura Curren. I'd swim in a sea of apathy to see your light house smile catch me off guard but help me focus. .Laura Curren.